Until Next Year Camp Marland.. - Camp by BlueHairBri, journal
Until Next Year Camp Marland.. - Camp
My god.. this day.. comes with one of the hardest goodbyes. I just.. can't believe I didn't break down and just... I don't know.. but.. I'll get on with my day..
So, I had gotten to the lake, knowing what was coming I tried not to cry when I got there. Me and Hope hugged for a bit. Then I went and leaned against a tree, thinking of the day, and how some of it may play out if I make certain choices. Then I look up, hearing my name, snapping me from a trance. Chase grinning wide, walking toward me. "I'm really glad to see you here, bud." He pulled me into a tight hug. I nuzzle him before letting him go, "I was gonna be extremely sad if you we
It would be great, if all the depressing bullshit of this world went away, went and became nothing. It would be great, if there was no troubles at all, none what-so-ever. Just fucking happiness would be great, but sadly, happiness doesn't lat for fucking ever. I'm so sick of feeling like I bring people down, like I'm just a weight pulling them deeper under the water. Feeling like I have no purpose what-so-ever. LIKE I SHOULDN'T EVEN BE HERE.. like I don't deserve what I have, I don't think I need anything, anymore.. I'm just a broken heart, trying to gather back the pieces.. I don't wanna feel like I bring stress or annoyance upon people whe